alas, i have a bad personality.

an independent && selective && 21+ writing blog for ASAMI.
a bloodbending, flesh manipulating mage with a hunger for power and an interest in manipulating people and events.
slow activity. && ffxiv. && multiship.
written by ianthe danyl
( she / they, thirties, gmt )

and a stupefying deficit of attention.

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blood & awe

rules: do's

  001.   Introduce yourself and get to know me! Make an effort. Sure, I'm a tired, grumpy, bitchy foxgirl but at the end of the day, I'm also pretty easy to get on with if you respect my boundaries.  002.   Be clear about guidelines and boundaries with me from the get go! Don't lure me in with cool hang-outs and free coffee, and then declare your undying love to me.Undying hate is fine, though. If you wanna go, let's go. I'll kick anyone's ass. I'll kick your ass. I'll kick my own ass.

  004.   Be realistic about writing intentions/desires. If you wanna write short-form, noncanon stuff, just tell me. I won't think less of you for it. I'm fine going multi-para, because that's how I usually write, but just be clear.  005.   Always remember that life is a farce that we're all forced to endure, and you make your own easier or harder, but if you choose harder, I'm not going to push the boulder for you.

  006.   Remember to routinely tithe the blood of your enemies to me. In exchange, you will be spared the Oncoming Events.  007.   For gods sake please read my triggers page.  008.   If things aren't being good, then just walk out. You can leave. If it sucks, hit da bricks. etc. etc.That is to say, if this profile isn't for you, don't keep reading and then complain that my character is too evil, or I'm too hot, or something.

rules: don'ts

  001.   Don't get pissy with me for not replying to you right away - this bitch works a lot. I have a life outside of roleplay, and I do it to have fun and unwind not get lectures about why i need to reply faster.  002.   Don't expect me to know all the hip lingo and 'mains', 'exclusives', 'verses', etc. When i started roleplaying we did it in aol chatrooms! And forums. With a rock! Both ways!  003.   Don't talk about the jockstrap incident.

  004.   Don't bring drama to my door. I am old, and tired, and I've been through it all. I am just here to share blorbos and write interesting stories with chill, cool people. If I'm interacting with someone who's a monster then you can tell me. I don't social the medias. I don't keep up with who's boning who.  005.   Don't conflate me for Asami. Look, I get it. She's a hot piece of ass. I'm a hot piece of ass. She's evil. I'm morally ambiguous. But she's got cool horns, man. Also she's even worse at feelings than I am. We're not the same person.

  006.   Don't even think about reaching out if you're not a dirty lefty liberal. I don't associate with racists, fascists, transphobes, terfs, alt-right, alt-reich, 'nationalists', whatever you losers are calling yourselves. I love Jews, want a free Palestine, and think all children should be fed and homed no matter what, and generally despise all politicians. If the BBC wouldn't let you talk without inviting a fascist and a terf to countermand you, we probably won't mesh.  007.   Don't try to usurp me. The senate is mine, Brutus, we've been over this. And seriously. Don't talk about the jockstrap incident.

triggers

content warning: asami bakuro

The following are common trigger warnings to keep in mind when it comes to interacting with asami.
these are integral character traits of hers, so please don't message me for roleplay if these sorts of things unsettle you or make you uncomfortable.

bloodmedical traumaviolencemanipulation
gaslightingmind-controlbody controlcoercion
violencesexual contentalcohol/drug abusebody dysphoria

kinks (triggers, but sexy)

content warning: asami bakuro

These are more what Asami is into, think of it kind of like an f-list. there's uh. a lot of overlap.

lovelikemaybefuck off
blood playhandjobswalkies (giver)piss/shit
biting/scratchingbeing man-handledwalkies (walker)vore
mindgamesbondagecd
blowjobscnccd
inflicting painbcd
body control (controller)mind-control/hypnocd
ritualsbcd
chokingintoxicationcd
toyplaybcd
monster fucking   

asami bakuro

full name.
also known as.
age.
date of birth.
zodiac.
gender.
pronouns.
romantic orientation.
sexual orientation.
species.
occupation.
faceclaim.

asami bakuro
altima; cottoncandy bitchfuck;
27
3rd sun of sixth umbral moon
althyk/virgo/
female
she/her
aroflux
pansexual
raen au ra
sharlayan post-graduate
natalie dormer

character description

Asami is a post-graduate research student at the Sharlayan Studium, ostensibly studying the myriad healing arts but who's real focus is on the more forbidden art of biomancy, tutored in secret by her stepmother. Asami has a near-total disregard for other people, to the point of seeing others as little more than experiments or toys.
Despite this she does not do anything that would be likely to draw unwanted ire or attention, as she is also aware of the perception of such behaviours and actions. When she isn't indulging her morbid curiosities, she is pursuing those she can emotionally and sexually manipulate.

altima the composer

full name.
also known as.
age.
date of birth.
zodiac.
gender.
pronouns.
romantic orientation.
sexual orientation.
species.
occupation.
faceclaim.

anenke
altima;
centuries
who remembers?
scorpio vibes
you probably think i'm female
she/they
sapphic
pansexual
ancient ethyrian
convocation of fourteen
natalie dormer

character description

Anenke held the Seat of Altima on the Convocation of Fourteen prior to and during the Final Days. She was an expert in the field of aetheric manipulation and highly lauded for her knowledge and skills around the aesthetic design of concepts. Many of the most beautiful designs in the history of Etheryis can be attributed to the Seat of Altima, and Anenke had a hand in a great many of them.Anenke was actually a student of the ancient who held the seat of Emmerololth, but she found that her fascination surrounding the physical was less medically driven and more artistically driven. She was fascinated by the soul and manipulation of flesh and anima. She became an artist in the field of manipulation of the self, something almost scandalous to be so performative about in ancient society.

height.
weight.
build.
dominant hand.
hair.
eyes.
scars.
tattoos.
piercings.

144.5 cm / 4'9 ft
41 kg / 92 lbs
petite and curvy
left
pink, variable length and styles
blue with violet flecks
ritually inflicted rune scarification
tattoo on her lower stomach
nipple bar-bells; belly button bar

appearance

features + demeanour

Asami is a short, well rounded raen au ra. She is 4’9”, or 144.5cm, and weighs around 92lbs or 41kg. She has bone white scales across her body and face, as well as two slender, backsweeping horns. Her eyes are a pale blue, with swirling hints of violet in them, and have thin blue-white limbal rings around them. Her teeth are artificially sharpened into points, and her tongue has been split. Her hair is bubblegum pink, and she often wears it in either a backcombed messy shag, or straightened, with tight braids to her temple on the right side.Her body has been extensively altered through both flesh magic and mundane alterations like piercings and tattoos. First and foremost, Asami underwent extensive biokinetic manipulation at her own hand, at the guidance of her mentor, Eaullane Druiraux. Prior to this, Asami was a relatively plain looking au ra, with asymmetrical horns - perfectly pretty, but she was miserable. After proving herself through the gruelling trials required to become a biomancer, Eaullane guided her through the process of altering her own body - a dangerous task for the uninitiated. She managed to shape her body more in line with her desires and reached a state of joy. Following this, she inscribed her body with runes that act as powerful wards, channels of her magic, and - in her opinion - bitching scarification tattoos. She also has both of her nipples and belly button pierced.

attire

Asami wears attire from all over Eorzea, due to her travels. While she predominantly dresses in Sharlayan garb, she has spent several months in Heritage Found and Solution 9, getting to know the people there and adopting some of their fashions into her own.Usually, Asami can be found in her Didact's coat, which she has removed the sleeves from for her journey across Tural. She pairs this with black shorts, knee high boots, and tights.In colder climes, she opts for a heavy urban jacket in the Sharlayan style with a fur collar and scarf. With this she wears water proof leather pants and gloves, as well as fur lined knee-high boots.Outside of adventuring, she usually prefers clothes that are fashionable and revealing. She is fond of showing off her body and the attention that she gets from people, and finds it easier to manipulate people when they're distracted by her.

height.
weight.
build.
dominant hand.
hair.
eyes.
scars.
tattoos.
piercings.

518.1 cm / 16'11" ft
209.5 kg / 462 lbs
petite and curvy
ambidextrous
anenke's hair changed with her mood
sapphire blue
none
see below
see below

features + demeanour

Like all ancients, Anenke was taller and made of denser aether than modern Etheryians. Although somewhat shorter than fellow ancients, she would still dwarf any modern Spoken by far. This was, primarily, by choice as Anenke was also highly skilled at the curation of desired physical aspects - in layman's terms, Anenke was able to shapeshift to extreme precision at will. Changing ones appearance through aetheric manipulation outside of necessary moments was something of a social faux pas within ancient society, although Anenke saw it as a task and duty she had to fulfil as part of her calling.Her hair changed often, in length, style and colour, and she was known to even change her gender at a whim. Often, she would utilise her skill at aetheric aetheric manipulation to alter the concept of her attire in real time, in order to change her clothes with ease.She also took great pleasure in body modification, using magic to alter skin pigmentation and threading metal through her body in piercings.

attire

Asami wears attire from all over Eorzea, due to her travels. While she predominantly dresses in Sharlayan garb, she has spent several months in Heritage Found and Solution 9, getting to know the people there and adopting some of their fashions into her own.Usually, Asami can be found in her Didact's coat, which she has removed the sleeves from for her journey across Tural. She pairs this with black shorts, knee high boots, and tights.In colder climes, she opts for a heavy urban jacket in the Sharlayan style with a fur collar and scarf. With this she wears water proof leather pants and gloves, as well as fur lined knee-high boots.Outside of adventuring, she usually prefers clothes that are fashionable and revealing. She is fond of showing off her body and the attention that she gets from people, and finds it easier to manipulate people when they're distracted by her.

background

birthplace.
current home.
nationality.
ethnicity.
language(s).
 
mother.
father.
siblings.
other family members.
pets.

old sharlayan, the northern empty
room 69, residential radii 9-14, solution 9
sharlayan
hingashi raen
common eorzean (fluent); sharlayan (fluent);
old auri (some); hingan (some);
Iwayo (deceased); Eaullane Druiraux (stepmom)
Naomoro Bakuro
n/a
grandparents, cousins, aunts, uncles, etc.
name + species

home life

Asami is a raen au ra, and was born in the Far East, to Iwayo and Naomoro. She spent very little time in Hingashi before her father moved her and her mother to Sharlayan to further his career, at the invitation of the Sharlayan Forum. Her father was an expert in the field of metallurgy, specifically in imbuing aether into metals to enhance their properties. Asami grew up in Sharlayan, and was a quiet and withdrawn young woman - she was extremely skinny and plain looking in her own estimates, which paired poorly with her acerbic nature and blunt way of speaking. Ever frank and sharp-tongued, Asami found it difficult to make friends, and thus spent most of her time with her books and developing her fascination with the macabre.

personality

character description

Asami is a complex young woman, just not in a good way. Her fascination with the macabre, her talents in blood and body manipulation, and her interest in pain, combined with her unique view of morality mean people often describe her as 'troubled'. She is fond of manipulation and mind-games, and does not consider ethical ramifications most of the time. She has manipulated people and events for little more than her own amusement, or to get ahead in circumstances where it would be advantageous or just pleasing for her.Sexually liberated, in her own words, Asami is promiscuous and forward, although given her fascination with manipulation and control, it's not surprising that she derives the greatest pleasure from using sex as a means to control others.Asking Asami what her body count is could be a troubling conversation.

committed · driven · genius · great sense of humour · highly protective · survivor


adaptive · noncommittal · perceptive · ritualistic · stylish · weird


control freak · irresponsible · lack of empathy · lazy · manipulative · vindictive

likes

  • knowledge

  • intimacy (physical)

  • violence

dislikes

  • being held responsible

  • small minded bigots

  • wannabe dommes

hobbies

  • gaslight

  • gatekeep

  • girlboss

phobias

  • clowns

  • namazu

  • loporrits

dreams

  • fame and power

  • adoration

  • something to fill the gaping chasm in her heart

backstory

  01 childhood.   Asami’s mother, Iwayo, contracted a rare sickness not long after their arrival in Sharlayan. She was resentful to her husband for bringing them across the sea, and as her condition deteriorated, she got more emotionally abusive to both Asami and her father, Naomoro. Although Iwayo was unable to control this side of her, it didn’t stop it driving a wedge in the family dynamic. Eventually, Naomoro brought in a specialist from the Sharlayan Forum to help manage his wife’s pain and violent mood swings, a talented chirurgeon named Eaullane.  02 mother's death.   As Iwayo got more sick, Asami grew resentful of her mother, being only a child and unable to understand what it was that she was going through. Eventually, Iwayo slipped into a coma and passed away. For a time, it was just Asami and Naomoro, but after a year or so, he began a relationship with the Sharlayan expert that had been aiding him with his wife’s condition.  03 step-mother.   An elezen white mage, Eaullane Druiraux was in Sharlayan due in no small part to her possession of an Amdapori white mage stone, which the padjal of Gridania do not like other people having. She was a Forum expert in conjury and healing, with a major focus on cleansing the body of disease and injury.

  04 ystride the winnower.   What the Forum did not know, or chose to ignore, was that ‘Eaullane’ was actually Ystride the Winnower, an Amdapori mage who was considered a heretic even in Amdapor's waning days, and was not present when the city fell to ruin, and thus escaped the Elemental's fury. Ystride had been keeping herself young through the use of flesh magic and soul siphoning and although personally selfish, she contributed much to the Forum and their research over the years, doing her best to support their Great Exodus.  05 mentorship.   Despite Ystride’s storied past, she seemed to have come to the conclusion that Amdapor is gone but so are her enemies in Mhach, so she has no need to darken the world any. She does seem to care for Asami and Naomoro, and she took over Asami’s private education when she was ten, after noticing her talents for conjury.She began teaching Asami conjury, slipping into more complex techniques when the girl proved an adept at them, and then eventually revealing the truth of biomancy to her. Asami was not troubled by the legalities of this new skill set, she was just hungry for more knowledge and the way her body felt when she was utilising the techniques.

  06 the studium.   Asami enrolled as a student of the Sharlayan Studium when she was thirteen. She was a model student, gifted at the art of somanoutics, and knowledgeable of medicine. Her teachers only real complaint was about her surly attitude, rudeness to both staff and other students, and attendance - her work ethic and results put her in the top 4% of Studium Students. Asami was a moody and distant teenager, finding it difficult to make friends due to how little she had in common with her fellow students - her fascination with the macabre, old things, and general distaste around rules and structure meant the majority of the student body either shunned or teased her. Given her past with her mother and then her training with Ystride, Asami took this poorly and began to act out.
Much of Asami's personality "quirks" can be drawn back to her deep unhappiness with herself, especially prior to her mastery of flesh magic. When she was younger, she was - in her own mind - plain and uninteresting, with a cripplingly shy and reserved personality that came out acerbic and rude, an interest in studying magic that even on a good day was deeply nerdy, and the subject of scorn among her peers. Years of toil, torment, physical and mental anguish alike, and the need to become an expert in both conjury and biomancy both forced Asami to become harder and more self-reliant.


backstory

  07 a new me.   When she turned sixteen, she had passed every test that Ystride had set her, and even excelled in areas that Ystride had not touched upon with her. As part of graduation award, along with her soul stone, Ystride allowed Asami to undergo a powerful biomancy ritual that would allow her to alter her body, which she had expressed numerous times she was unhappy with.
Her 'graduation' was the rending of bone, flesh, scale, and skin as her tutor walked her through the manipulation of the self. Asami reshaped her own body, making herself a little taller, a little wider, more shapely, carving and reshaping her own face to her liking, in an artistic expression of blissful agony.
The only condition to this 'ceremony' was that if she cried out, it would be halted where it was and her blood ward would be applied, preventing further cosmic alterations until she could break the ward. It took until she was reshaping her horns, the grinding agony reverberating in her skull and deafening her that she finally broke, but she was almost totally remade in her desired image by then.
  08 greater strides.   Asami returned from summer vacation totally remade and in a new spirit. Unfortunately for her teachers and peers, this was one born of pure ego and the fresh thrill of having survived her graduation even more powerful. While her attendance and attitude were both still problems, her talents had only increased with her newfound confidence. It was around this time that she met Unarchimeg Karasu, a xaela student who had started at the Studium that year to enroll as a weaver. Unarchimeg was being bullied by the same people that had bullied Asami, and something in her just snapped.
Asami walked up and laid the primary architect of both their bullying out with a brutal throat punch, then slammed his face into the wall, before she dragged Unarchimeg away from them, to explain how shitty they were. The two became friends, with Asami giving her the nickname ‘Anarchy’, as her name means ‘disruptor’ in the old Auri tongue. Strangely, Asami was not a bad influence on Anarchy - in fact, more often than not, Anarchy was pushed forward by Asami to showcase her talents in areas where she would have been too nervous to otherwise.

  09 travelling eorzea.   Asami and Anarchy both graduated from the Studium, and both decided to further their education as post-graduates. Anarchy picked up arcane weaving and the study of astrology, while Asami travelled to Eorzea, perfecting her talents. Asami was abroad in Ishgard, studying the corpses of dragons, when Elidibus found her.  10 ascension.   The Shadowhunter had recently destroyed the previous holder of the title of Altima, along with Deudalaphon, and with Emet-Selch recently slain by the Warrior of Light, Elidibus required more hands on deck. He raised Asami to the seat of Altima, unlocking her Echo, and granting her the power of the seat, as well as access to some of Anenke’s memories.Asami was disgusted at what called the ‘sad devotion’ to Zodiark, and rebuffed Elidibus’ demands to help him usher in the Rejoining. When he tried to destroy her, she utilised her flesh magic to seize his stolen body and lock the muscles, effectively rendering him paralysed. She then departed, using her new found ability to traverse the aetherial sea without the need for aetherytes.  11 ascian memoria.   Elidibus sent Deudalaphon and Pashtarot to bring her to heel or destroy her, forcing Asami to defend herself against two Ascians at once. Deudalaphon was not difficult, as - like her - he had only just regained his seat, but Pashtarot proved difficult to deal with. Asami eventually had to let him think he’d cornered her and suffered a beating, as she worked her magic on his blood. Once she had, she used his muscles to break every bone in his body, effectively killing the body he was using and forcing him to retreat.She then retreated to Sharlayan, taking refuge in Ystride’s sanctum, and seeking out her step-mothers help. Ystride was fascinated by the change in her step-daughter, and helped her create a powerful blood ward that would obscure her location from the other Ascians and let her hide herself from them.

  12 the final days.   When Elidibus was destroyed by the Warrior of Light, the Telophori rose up under Fandaniel to reinstigate the Final Days. Fandaniel approached Asami, believing that her being combative to Elidibus and the Overlords made her more like him than them; Asami pointedly explained that Fandaniel disgusted her even more than Elidibus did and warned him to leave her be or she would give him the sweet death he so craved.Fandaniel cleverly left Asami, who had been honing her powers. Like her step-mother, and other members of the Forum, she doubted in the star's ability to survive the Final Days and rather than try to prevent it, she put her efforts into helping Sharlayan prepare for the Exodus. She was glad to be proved wrong, however,  13 current status.   Currently, Asami is learning to control her powers and watching for any Ascians who might try to upset the balance. While she is a self-admitted bitch who doesn’t care overly for people, she likes the world as it is, and would rather a zombie with delusions of grandeur didn’t ruin things for her.


physical health.
mental health.
primary in-game job.
secondary in-game job.
moral alignment.
archetype.

excellent
deeply troubled young woman awesome
sage
viper
chaotic neutral at best, evil at worst.
Evil Has Standards; Nightmare Fetishist; Wild Card;

political.
religion.
education.
drugs.
alcohol.
smoking.

liberal but privileged
has no religious faith
studium graduate, postgrad researcher
on occasion
on occasion
very rarely, and only to look cool

what can i say, i love a little gall-on-gall.

extras

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forbidden magicks


  how i crave your honeyed words.   Does your character deal in or practice any forbidden arts? Asami is a student of the Amdapoori Mage and war criminal Ystride the Winnower, and a practitioner of both biomancy and necromancy. Despite appearances, she loves dusty old tomes, libraries, and the accumulated wisdom of those who destroyed themselves in their hubris, because in her own hubris, she believes that she will succeed where they failed. She's cocky like that.

  what an entirely haunted time to be alive.   For those with a keen aether sense, Asami just feels a little off. She was raised to the seat of Altima by Elidibus, but she refused to partake in the Rejoining, putting her at odds with other Ascians. Despite having the memories of Altima awakened, Asami did not allow them to subsume her and retained who she was. She has been studiously minding her own business since this event, keeping her "fellow" Ascians at arms length—violently if necessary.

two

ascian, sort of


three

socialite


  shame is a privilege.   Asami is the daughter of two Sharlayan experts, one of them a Forum member, and an accomplished mage, having placed in the top 4% of students in her year, every year. She is talkative and charismatic, fashionable and skilled at what she does, and maintains a network of people who require her assistance and speak of her to others. You may know of her by reputation, deed, or rumour. You may have been warned about her, too, but don't let that stop you.

  i live for your forced admissions.   Asami is a big fan of utilising sex with the end goal of ensnaring people for manipulation. She loves to mess with people's heads, she enjoys when people are dependent on her, she thrives on having power over people. All this to say, Asami enjoys casual hook ups and merciless teasing— but only really on her own terms, when it suits and benefits her. Of all her many and myriad faults, she is rather exceptional at making the Spoken body feel things hard.

four

sexually liberated


one

Solution Nine - Mateus, Empyreum, Ward 13, Ingleside Subvision, Room 90


  Room 69.   Asami has a small loft in Solution Nine, that she stays in when she's in Heritage Found. It blends the electrope technology of Solution Nine with some of her home comforts from Eorzea.

The Mists - Mateus [CURRENTLY MOVING]


  subtitle.   When she's staying in Eorzea, Asami keeps a small apartment in the Mists.

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